Thread:Fangirl111/@comment-98.198.193.122-20140704030358/@comment-5952365-20140919205950

Ya...I don't know, I just keep thinking, and this REALLY bothers me, when Blake and I (yes I put his name first -_-) became Admins, Val said she had wanted to make us Admins for a long time and that I helped her a lot. I wasn't even here. ALL the help she got was from BLAKE, not me. So...Just the fact that Blake helped her so much and she knew it was him, not me, and that EVERYONE knew that I wasn't there and only Blake was, THAT makes me so sad and really mad actually...I just...I don't understand how she can ignore and even forget someone who helped her so much. And it also makes ME feel guilty cuz HE helped, NOT ME, and she was trying to give me credit, something I really don't deserve..

No, trust me, nothing you could have said or done would have stopped her. She always ignored me...Even before Blake came on....She treated me like an inferior and was always very...condescending and even belittled me...I guess that's why me and Blake got so offended and mad and just upset when she said I was....Trust me, Joy, LJ, Pitch and a few others tried to defend me, but she just did the same thing to them too, simply cuz they're my friends...I guess she thought that she was so much older and that made her suddenly so much more mature? (I don't know her age, I'm assuming considering she said "I know enough about kids" which implies she's older and no longer a child herself *shrugs* unless I misread it?) but she didn't even try to understand...Even when I FINALLY stood up to "Jack's Sister" (I'm sorry, I wouldn't do it before cuz she said she was 8 years old, then she said she was "actually 14" like I'm sorry but in my mind she'll always be 8. (Y'know, especially since she acts like an 8 year old. Actually, no, that's an insult to 8 year olds. I think Mallory is more mature then her. Mallory is 7. (oh, and before someone gets mad, I'm gonna explain, from what I've seen all my life so far, most people age (no, not "grow up", simply age, growing old) get jobs, get married, have kids, and call that maturity. I don't believe that's maturity. I actually honestly don't know what it is, but I think it's when someone hurts you and you try to understand instead of hurt them back. So yes, I do believe Mallory is more mature then "Jack's Sister" and of course she would be, I mean, Blake is her big brother, and he tries hard to not hurt anyone and tries to listen and understand instead. *Sighs* Ugh, I remember before I lost my powers I used be like that (and this was before I joined the ROTG Wiki..)...quiet, shy, "mature" in the sense of how I just described it, I used to shut up and listen and understand...but then...I guess I turned into something darker...even evil...but you know what, I still wish I could be a child again...I wish I could be innocent like Mallory again.....but I can't...) and I even told "Jack's Sister" I was going to let it go and forgive her, but Bronzy still continued and even defended "Jack's Sister"...*sarcastic* y'know, it's REALLY GREAT to know an Admin supports bullying! I mean, c'mon, even Gryph said that "Jack's Sister" just likes to start drama and fights and that she also tries to make herself look like the victim, I can't believe Bronzy was so- so- so dumb where she actually fell for it and supported it...and you know, Blake didn't just "randomly snap at her" or anything, no. Bronzy did everything she did. Then she came back and tried again. Twice. When she came back the third time and tried using "I am no longer comfortable in engaging in conversations on the Wiki like I used to in the past" as an excuse for everything she did, that was when he lost it and finally, finally, FINALLY snapped at her. And you know what, I can't help but be glad that she's gone and is no longer an Admin and globally disabled her account, I'm actually glad and relieved that she did, and I'm glad that Blake didn't automatically forgive her and comfort her like he usually would, I'm glad he didn't give her another chance, I'm glad he snapped and yelled at her, I'm glad. Even if it is selfish of me, I am glad.

But please don't feel guilty cuz it's not your fault and you wouldn't have stopped her no matter what you did. Maybe she just hated me? I mean, she did disable so she wouldn't have to apologize for everything she did, but nothing anybody said or did could have stopped her. In fact, she only stopped and left after Blake yelled at her for me (and yes, I STILL think that was SO sweet of him <3 ^U^)