Thread:Fangirl111/@comment-98.198.193.122-20140704030358/@comment-5952365-20140922055840

Also, I'm glad you can relate to Blake. I'm not glad you feel the same pain, or any pain at all, but I'm glad you two don't have to be alone. I'm glad you two understand each other and can talk about it. I can't do that with anyone. No one I've met so far understands or has been through what I have besides my sister, but she doesn't like to talk about it. Ever. She'd rather lock it away and forget. I won't do that. And no one cares. I remember one day someone said on Jack's page (ROTG Wiki) that they're sibling died from getting shot or something, and everyone ran to comfort her. Val did the most. She said let your tears wash away the pain and clean your heart. I've lost three siblings...I was supposed to be next...She didn't care at all...No one cared at all...No one cares...Val cares the least. In fact, when I left the Wiki and Blake was on, she didn't even try to get me to stay...and yes, I guess that is the real reason I'm angry at and hurt by her...She doesn't even care...and I don't know why, I don't know why she hates me so much...I mean, what did I even do to her? Same with Blake though, she doesn't care about him either, she just ignores him, always has, and he's always nice to her and didn't even do anything to her to deserve it. Whatever...It doesn't even matter, she'll never change, she'll never care, but still, I'm glad you and Blake can at least understand each other and help each other. I think that's really lucky, cuz that means someone actually cares, and more importantly, cares about you...