Thread:Fangirl111/@comment-11055585-20140921190835/@comment-5952365-20141009050820

Ember: *Blushes again* Thank you :)

Oh, also, ugh, I really can't believe myself right now, BUUUUUUUUT, Blake and I talked and...I guess he really does know me better then I thought cuz...He reminded me what was important..The thing is, after everything that's happened to me, losing my family, losing my home..twice...Losing everything...even the things I never thought I could ever lose...All I've ever wanted, even more then revenge, even more then being the innocent child I was before again...The thing I've always wanted most, is justice and balance. That's why my fav symbol is Yin and Yang. So, when Blake and I were talking and I thought about it...I can't let all this crap with Nikki and Val go, not yet. I HAVE to do something! Anything! But this time it's what I want to do. I'm doing this cuz I want to, I wasn't talked into it, this is my choice. But Blake will be there, of course, I just...I can't lose myself again, and because of that, I can't let this go. You can reply if you want, I don't really care, but after talking to Blake, I just realized I have to try, if I ever want to become the person I was before, I have to try.