Thread:Fangirl111/@comment-98.198.193.122-20140704030358/@comment-5952365-20140913073703

Oh I forgot to mention this before on Chat, and I know you probably don't think this, but I still want to make it clear. What Blake did or does isn't cuz he's weak. It is not out of weakness. He did it cuz he's strong. I don't even think I'm gonna ask the other questions now cuz I don't even know whether or not Jack is gonna reply plus you and Iron have already helped. A lot. So thanks for talking to me. Oh! Also when I was talking to Blake, I think I found out why I'm soooooooooooo obsessed with children dying or being blamed for someone else's death or being the cause of someone else's death. Or sometimes it's just a random character I'll fall in love with within the first 2 seconds of seeing them without a real reason, I mean, yes, part of it IS cuz of my past, but I think I finally figured out why though. (And yes, this is important to me and I'm telling you cuz you're actually one of the few people I trust enough to tell. But since I know Nikki might still read it, I don't want her to see anything. But I am trying to help Blake, I mean, he's always helped me, with calming me down and taking care of me (like when I'm sick-sick) to just making me smile and laugh when I think I'm never going to again, oh, it was also cuz of him that I actually forgave someone for hurting me for the first time EVER. I mean it. Usually I hold grudges for years. I just can't and won't let it go or forgive them. This is the first time I've ever forgiven someone, let it go and then forgot about what they did. ....I was mad at them for 2 years and just this year actually he helped me get over it and forgive them...he's just...great.)