Thread:Fangirl111/@comment-98.198.193.122-20140704030358/@comment-5952365-20140815223254



Oh, okay, I understand. I don't know, I think everyone's problems are bad, but not as bad as they make it out to be, like most of the time I just hear people complain about how annoying they're siblings are or that they're parents are "horrible" for not letting them date or whatever, stupid things like that. But Ember was just different, she literally lost everything, her family, her home, her friends, everything, and yet, she acted like she was lucky...I don't know, she said at least she was safe now, even if she did lose everything, and she was glad for that. She made her problems, which seemed and still seem huge to me like they really weren't big or important...it was just so different from what I had seen, she really amazed and still amazes me. And, I'm sure your problems are bad too, but I don't know...personally, I think everyone's problems are worse then mine, or at least could be worse. It seems like everyone complains and everyone else just competes with them. Like literally, one of Ember's friends were talking to me and she said "Oh yeah! Well my blah blah blah is worst then blah blah blah" ....*blinks* I didn't even know it was a competition...But whatever.


 * Shrugs* It made sense to me.

Lol, okay, well, I don't mind anyway.

Just after reading your comment before, it doesn't seem like you knew what I was talking about.... *Sighs* I'm adopted...My parents died when I was 9...I don't really like to talk about it though...Jace and Mallory seem to except everything but...I just don't feel like I belong in their family...they CAN'T replace my real parents, I won't let them! And I take care of Mallory and Jace, I always did and nothing is going to stop that, so I hate it when they try to act like my real parents. They're not and they NEVER will be! I don't know...people tell me that they just care about me and just want to help...but it honestly just feels like the opposite.. I know I can't be the only person, that's impossible, I know other kids parents also die and they also get adopted, but...I just feel like I'm really alone in everything, and like no one else understands...actually, it's more like no one else is willing to try to understand...Well, at least I knew my parents before, right? Some people didn't even know their parents, so like I said before, it could always be worse...I don't know...I just feel like if they haven't gone through what I have then they don't or can't truly understand...sorry...I dunno...I just kinda hope someone will understand...

@Maria ...yes...I just don't understand why it had to be me...I don't know, I guess it might be because purple is considered a "girly" color? I don't know, that's the only reason I can think of, but still... Yeah, you're probably right about the controlling how people act thing.

@Sib *Shrugs* I don't know. Don't feel bad, Val isn't going to do it.

....I know...