Thread:Skyebreeze/@comment-70.64.217.36-20150530014350/@comment-5952365-20151226050115

Yep :D Still don't like rich snobs tho -3- It's not rich people I dislike, just the idiots who teach their kids to be brats who think they can do whatever they want bcuz they have way too much money. Anyway, I know this isn't a Christmas-y song, but I heard it a few days ago and watched the music video, I've never really had a favorite music video before, but now I do XD The song is Dollhouse by Melanie Martinez and I love the music video for it :P It kinda reminds me of when we were living with my step dad. I have to say this so it makes sense, he would say he had 4 personalities, a child, a "wise" old man, an "evil" one, and I think the other one was a God, and it showed too, bcuz you know those pictures of Jesus, there really old and show him with long hair? Yeah, that's how he kept his hair styled, so the other kids would be like "OH MY GOD JESUS JUST WALKED IN THE SCHOOL" and I was like "no...that's my step dad" but he really enjoyed that, anyway, bcuz he was a Christian, and looked like Jesus, people would assume he was like Jesus and a good father and all that, which again, he really enjoyed that. Everyone said my step siblings were "so cool" and "probably so much fun to be with", they would never guess they steal things and enjoy getting in trouble (it was an attention seeking thing) -_- The teachers all thought my mom was an amazing mom, which she is, but while they were saying that she was depressed, and I couldn't tell them, so it hurt me a lot. Joy and I were very well behaved children who never talked, so when the song says "everyone thinks that we're perfect, please don't let them look thru the curtains" and "no one ever listens, this wall paper glistens, one day they'll see what goes down in the kitchen" and "I see things that nobody else sees" it reminds me of those years. The part where it says "picture, picture, smile for the picture, pose with your brother, won't you be a good sister?" also reminds me of holidays and picture days and things like that. Especially the "won't you be a good sister?" part, since I became numb and it was hard to fake a smile that looked convincing, and I didn't really want to "pose with my brother" anyway -_- Plus, tbh, at that time my older step brother was 15 and I was hoping since he was almost an adult people would believe him, but no one ever listens, as the song says...The other part that hits home for me is the line "we'll be a perfect family. When you walk away, is when we really play, you don't hear me when I say 'mom, please wake up, dad's with a slut, and your son is smoking cannabis'" but in my case it wasn't the cannabis thing, more like 'and your son is hacking into computers again'...yeah...The other part that I relate to is "look at my mom, she's got it going on, ha! You're blinded by her jewelry, when you turn your back, she pulls out her flask and forgets his infidelity" since people are always amazed at how young my mom looks and often confuse her for mine and Joy's sister. The only thing that isn't true in my case was the flask part, she never drank, it was a different thing then that. But yeah, I really like it :P