Thread:Fangirl111/@comment-98.198.193.122-20140704030358/@comment-5952365-20140920213824

If she didn't care then WHY would she try to give ME credit?? No. She just LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES to ignore Blake. And she probably doesn't even care that she's ignoring him. She probably doesn't even care at all!! I DON'T F***ING UNDERSTAND WHY SHE SUPPOSEDLY "CARES" ABOUT ME SO MUCH (she ALWAYS says Ember this and Ember that but NEVER Blake) BUT NOT THE F***ING PERSON WHO'S ALWAYS BEEN NICE TO HER AND HELPED HER!! It's not even like I'm nice to her! Blake ALWAYS is, so WHY is she ALWAYS like that?? But you know what, she'll probably come back with some sob story and she'll probably cry and try to guilt us, and you know what?? Blake will probably feel bad and forgive her -_______- I don't understand how I'm the cold, bitter, "mean" one, and yet he's so nice and forgiving. It's not fair -_- But ya, she'll probably do something like cry and Blake will probably forgive her like always but I'm NOT. I'm NOT listening. I'm NOT like Blake. I'm NOT going to get guilted into forgiving her. I don't care what she has to say, and WHAT does she even THINK she'd ever say?? Whatever, I won't listen anyway..

Yes and I forgot to say this before, but I also don't like when people think that being "mature" is shutting up and doing what you're told. What everyone does. If THAT'S they're maturity, then NO. I'm NEVER going to do that again. (Again- cuz like I said before, I used to be called "mature", I used to shut up. I used to listen. I used to do EXACTLY AS I WAS TOLD. I used to be a "good" kid, without opinions, without talking, without doing anything. Without caring. I used to. NOT anymore. And y'know, it's kinda funny, cuz now I want to be the opposite. Now I am the opposite. Now I'm "mean" and I never shut up. Now I won't even hesitate saying my opinion or what I think or believe. Now I want people to listen. The only problem...they don't. They don't listen, even when you prove yourself right..And they won't until they've been through what you have. They won't until they understand. Understand how you feel. ...*sighs* I almost wish you could've known me before I became like this...became the only way you'll probably ever know me...I almost wish you could know how I was before...maybe if everyone here could've known me before I became like this, maybe then they would understand...No. They never would. They wouldn't even try...)

It's okay. It's not your fault. And I don't want you to think it is. @Maria Yes. And you know Blake would say the same.