Thread:Golden Charms/@comment-5952365-20140922153141/@comment-11225820-20150312113049

Me too.

Because in my school, I think my only real friends... I mean... friend... is my bestfriend, because everytime I'm with my other friends, I'm always left out, and they didn't even exert any effort to keep me from being left out.

And there's this girl in school who pretends to be my friend, but she's actually stealing everything I had, and she wants what I want (not posessions... I meant my friends, even my crushes... lol... I know the crushes part is pretty shallow, but even my "special someone" not crush anymore... the one I <3 ... lol). She even tried to steal my bestfriend, good thing my bestfriend really loves me.

Btw, she's the reason why my other friends are leaving me out, because... For example, I'm talking to them, she will cut me off and chat with my friends, and I won't be able to talk then, because she'll just cut me off again.

I really pity myself back then... So, I said to myself that she's just jelous of me, because I'm smarter than her, more talented than her, and prettier (LoL). Besides, if my friends choose her over me, it's going to be their loss not mine, because there's still a lot of people out there who wants to become my friends.

This is one of the reasons why I wanted to transfer schools, because I don't want to cross the line where I lose my patience and say or do something unlikely to her. I hate keeping up anger inside me, but I figured that I won't be able to forgive her when she's still doing those things to me (until now). I want to transfer to be far away from her so that I would be able to release the anger and forgive her. And also to stop tormenting myself.