Thread:Fangirl111/@comment-8014223-20140807193200/@comment-5952365-20150303073246

But you know what? Humans make me sooooo mad -_- Ugh, I was just remembering my biological dad (aka sperm donor, that's ALL he'll EVER be to me) and how he thought my mom cheated on him bcuz he didn't want me -_- Which makes no sense btw since she literally stayed at home with Joy nearly 24/7 due to the car accident HE caused. Like JFC how does that even make sense??! Just uuuugh, I think it's bcuz I'm SO white, and he, my mom and Joy are darker skinned, but still! Literally ANYTHING can happen! Blacks can have a white child, whites can have a black kid, I mean, even look at Blake and Mallory! Everyone in his family (as far as he knows, duh. Even though they all live far away..) is white, with dark hair (like, dark brown/black), and brown eyes (I think one of his grandparents or something had blue eyes or something tho), like Jace, yet Blake and Mal-Mal have purple eyes! But the difference with me is I KNOW why I'm so white! It's cuz his side is mostly native, but my mom's is VERY white, blond and has blue eyes! Except my mom, but that's bcuz HER mom was a slut and probably f*cked some dark-skinned guy! I just got my white-ness from HER side, but my brown hair and eyes from HER! So that literally makes NO SENSE for him to thank that!! But then again, he DID want a son, and since Joy was a girl, expected me to be born a boy, but I'm not, so that could also be why -______- ...Hm..I wonder, if I were a guy...I wonder if I would still look more like my mom (like I do now, which is why I'm beautiful) or him..?...I wonder if I'd still be so identical to Britney (it's annoying, actually), maybe I'd look like some guy version of her O.o Hm..I wonder if I would have still met Blake...I wonder if we'd be gay for each other if I did! XD Probably not. I would probably still be bi, but Blake is straight, so I doubt that if I were a boy that would change. But seriously, UGH, GRR, I HATE being so white -_- I mean, it comes with it's extremely stupid advantages, but it makes me feel like some stupid, ignorant, weak cracker! -_- I mean, whites can fight it ALL they want, but dark skin is BY FAR more attractive and strong and it makes me SICK when whites act like some supreme lord! Like NO! Stop it, I don't want to be associated with people like THAT! >:(