Thread:Fangirl111/@comment-8014223-20140807193200/@comment-5952365-20150218032248

HE DID IT AGAIN!! He said something stupid that made me look at their conversation again, what the Hell is he doing?? What does he think will come from it?? Ugh, he confuses me. I'M the one who messes with HIS head, NOT the other way around! WTF! I mean, ugh -_- Ugh...He was right though....I should stop doubting him...he was right....it hurts...I shouldn't of let it get this far....I should've taken my control back a long time ago...things would've been different...should've..could've..would've....didn't....but...I don't want to hurt people anymore....at least not really...Yes. I've been procrastinating it so long...It's time to stop. It's time to..take it back...I can't protect them forever, and besides, they don't deserve to be protected anyway. Blake will be happy. Mallory will be happy. Jace and Joy will too...I'll be happy...I wish Iron wouldn't of made me care...he made me cry...because he made me remember....it's not fair...I made myself forget for so long, and he brought it back...it's not fair...crying is stupid, it doesn't change anything...and no one cares when you cry, Blake and I already proved that...I should stop being selfish...Selfish people don't deserve to live...I'm supposed to be a princess, I should start acting like it...I should...I will. I'll need it if I have a hope in Hell to make my wish come true..I need to. I will. *Sighs* I need to think of something else, it hurts to think too much about this...So, how are you?