Thread:Skyebreeze/@comment-70.64.217.36-20150530014350/@comment-5952365-20151225041718

Oh wow! A superhero, I usually have dreams of being a guard...both in the present and medieval times, mostly Joy is a Princess that I'm supposed to protect, but in my dreams she's always so gullible and everyone's trying to kill her -_- Yeeeeah, so most of it is me running after her protecting her. And I never get to be the Princess who gets to carelessly frolic around, nope, even tho I am one, in my dreams I never get to be one, only protecting someone. Like, recently, as in like 5 days ago or so, I had a dream that there was a prince who was planning on killing his parents to become king, and I heard his plans and was planning to protect the King and Queen by getting him first. Well, it was late at night, I'm walking through the halls to his room, hiding in the shadow so he wouldn't see or hear me coming until it was too late for him to run or get anyone to help him escape or stop me. AND GUESS WHAT THAT LITTLE BRAT DOES??? I guess his younger brother would have been tooooooooo much competition for the throne to him, BECAUSE HE SOLD HIM IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT TO THE ENEMY!!!!!! Yeah, so guess I have to do? Go save the younger brother, so the older brother probably did kill his parents while I was gone, buuuuuut I did save the younger brother in the dream, so it was worth it. And once again, everyone trusts me in my dreams, even when I have no clue what I'm doing, so he of course automatically trusted me too, and even tho I acted like it was totally cool and I knew what to do, it was a LIE!! I had no clue how we were gonna get out ;n; And he was a cute little blonde kid, kinda looked like Jace, like the same age and stuff, so I didn't want him to get killed, so I couldn't just leave (and I say that bcuz it would've been really easy to escape if I didn't take him with me, but I can't just do that -_-) so yeah, but then I woke up, so not sure how it would've turned out, bUT NOW I HAVE ANOTHER IDEA FOR A ROLE PLAY :D Jk, but seriously :P And you know what's weird? In dreams that I'm kidnapped, iT IS THE MOST COMFORTABLE PLACE IN THE WORLD THEY TAKE ME I SWEAR HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO ESCAPE WHEN THE CIRCUS PLACE HAS FREE INTERNET AND CHOCOLATE LIKE ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME HERE??? And the place the prince was taken to obviously wasn't supposed to be comfy, but I just felt like it was, which made absolutely no sense! ;n; But yeah *sighs* I am terrible. And I like talking to Jace about stuff like dreams cuz he's really mature for his age, and he compared how feeling comfortable being kidnapped is kinda like how I don't know what to do if I'm not told what to do IRL, bcuz for the longest time that's all I ever did, what I was told and anything else would get you in trouble, so he said that maybe since now that I can do whatever I want and don't have to listen to anyone (except the obvious like my mom, but she's not gonna beat me bcuz she didn't get her way at work, obvi) that I feel kinda lost as to what to do and feel more comfortable being controlled, in a strange messed up way, and y'know, I think he's right...I didn't feel anything while I was numb, which was up until I was 13 and made an account on ROTG Wiki, I started feeling again when I became obsessed with Mary Overland, and when I was 13-15 I felt lost except when someone told me what to do, which is also kinda the reason I'd ask to make things for people and ask how they wanted it, so I think Jace was right, but that's kinda messed up...Anyway, yeah it sounds random :P Yeah XD Do you like it? Did you puke rainbows? :P