Thread:Fangirl111/@comment-24217012-20141027122136/@comment-24217012-20141222150757

Dear Blake,

I'm sorry, that I post you the reply messege - I've ment it to post to Ember, but then I recognized that on this tread, it's only you and me. Sorry again. And I just want to say this about the question, that you post me: If there is anything else that I don't understand... If I write something down - a comment - it would be a disaster and you would try to ask me, why did I wrote that and that - maybe - you want to ask me again and again.... Then we - like I was feeling this whole time - are just moving in cyrcles. I don't like that at all, it's driving me crazy! - Not mad here. I want...maybe I want to know you...and Ember...a bit better..... but....it's just going down and down, when it's just about my troubles in the past and what I wrote here, now, in the past..etc. And then I feel, like.... I'm a bad person and I go away... like I always do.... not just with you and Ember, to other users too - I admit that one.

And no Blake, I should be sorry. I know that I done some wrong 'writting' words, that you (two) didn't understand, and in a different way....I'm not that smart... Even if I am...older....I don't feel that way...I'm like...I don't know 15 or less -as I asked some users in a different wiki - and they are right, but...what am I going to do? I'm me. I like being me, myself. I want to hang out with you two, in rp or just to talk, but...as I see - my vision - I don't know...maybe you two don't wanna? Because I always see 'question marks' all around, that mostly Ember asked me, what did I or she said in the normal Rotg wiki. I can't remember some occations that she wrote down or I did...it's far away...

I don't want to give up on you too Blake. Your such a great guy, friendly, talkative, likes to hang out with all, etc. And let's not forget Ember, she is great, but she can be...(caughs) you know what I mean - just between you and me, please.

And for the last reply.... what do you think Blake, what do you feel?