Thread:Golden Charms/@comment-5952365-20140922153141/@comment-5952365-20141221074855

Ugh, crappy. First, Val and Nikki are always rude, but what tears it is how disrespectful and rude they are to Blake, as if he isn't going through enough as it is. I mean, he already feels like sh*t as it is, so why make it worse? Why do they have to always make it worse? I mean, they've done a lot of rude and disrespectful things to me (taking my pics without my permission, even though I clearly said in my profile to ask me first, ignoring me, etc) but I don't even really care about that, but the fact that they do it BLAKE, ya, THAT was very uncalled for and rather dumb. Second, Iron promised me he would help and defend me, instead he left, and when he came back, he defended Val (who is clearly in the wrong) and told Blake and I to shut up, again, I wouldn't care if he would've just said it to me, but he just HAD to drag Blake into it >:( I wonder if I should've ever even trusted him in the first place? I don't know..He lied and left me when things got bad, and that doesn't sound trustworthy to me....Idk, I need your advice on that one, I really do love him (like a friend/brother, love doesn't mean automatically romance) but I don't know if I should trust him again...So what do you think? Should I give him another chance? Third, I MISS SIBBY MORE THEN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW I LITERALLY WANT TO CRY I MISS HER SO MUCH SHE WAS LITERALLY MY FIRST FRIEND ONLINE AND THE WIKI IS JUST SO HORRIBLE WITHOUT HER I REALLY HOPE SHE COMES BACK SOON, AND MARIA TOO D': Four, I am really worried for Blake, he's been sad for a really long time and I'm worrying that's he's not okay again, that's another reason I need Sib right now, honestly, she's probably one of the only people who understands what he's feeling and will be able to help him right now, and she's also probably the only person he'll trust, and I'm just so worried, I mean, I'm trying, I'm trying to get better and I know he is too but it's so hard and Val and Nikki just make it so much worse and so harder and Iron basically lied, abandoned and betrayed me (and Blake) and he was the only person besides Blake and Sib that I actually TRUSTED and I feel so awful and I HOPE THEY'RE FINALLY HAPPY NOW and I'm sorry if this is annoying or like TMI but I think I can trust you so please don't act like Val or Nikki or Iron and make me regret it...