Thread:Fangirl111/@comment-24661553-20150116201724/@comment-5952365-20150714221917

Yeah. Yes, I feel like most people are waiting for someone to notice and tell them, but the truth is that everyone is "the chosen one" or "the special one" or "the hero surrounded by mindless zombies" (sorry but it's true :P Most people act like mindless zombies, except they don't want "braaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz" they want money -_- So, so sad ;n;), they just have to want it and not wait for someone to tell them they are, this isn't a movie, no one is going to notice you or praise you -_- Like, I've saved lives before, but you still don't see me paraded about on the news or being thanked by the little girl's family, you don't see me being treated like a hero, and that's just it, no one is going to care and you're not going to be recognized for what you do, good or bad and you certainly aren't going to be thanked. But that's not my job, is it? To do something only to be thanked, no, my job is to protect people. I don't need a medal, because I am the "chosen one" just like eeeeeeeeevvvvvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyone else in the world, just like you, and I'm content just helping people. And I guess that's why I don't believe the idiots who say I'm "immature" and "stupid" and "a bad person/Admin/whatever the flickity flack they can think of" because if I was reeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaallly sooooooooooooooo bad then WHY does an 8 year old want to grow up to be like me? Why do I still do things to help people when I know it's not gonna benefit me or even be thanked for it? I'd love to see the answer. Yes, I know, it must be something about Taurus's honestly. You need to stop backing down, people who back down get taken advantage of. People who are scared get taken advantage of. That's why even if you are so afraid you're gonna bloody pee (UGH) yourself, even if you feel like your heart is about to explode and you're gonna throw up your lungs, even if you just want to cry, you DON'T back down and you DON'T show fear. You laugh in fear's face and flip it the bird and you keep moving forward. And don't say "well that's easy for you to say" because it's not easy, it never was and it probably never will be for me. I have so much anxiety from things that happened to me in the past that I can't even walk down the street without tensing up in fear of what could happen, but when I'm in the face of fear I STILL laugh at it and act brave, because honestly, that's the only way you can survive. And yes, sometimes I do panic and Blake has to calm me down, and sometimes I am too scared to do anything, but ya gotta hike up your skirt and keep going. Yeah, it makes me mad because they don't see what they have, or they just simply don't care.

Awwwwwwwwwww *hugs* :C