Thread:Fangirl111/@comment-8014223-20140807193200/@comment-5952365-20150212021443

I didn't know either until I stuck my finger in her eye and she shrunk into a kinda doll-ish puppet. It's weird. I think she was supposed to resemble something, maybe she's suppose to resemble how I was? Someone meant to fight, but only at someone else's command and desire? That would also make sense considering that I've always said that your worst enemy is yourself with most people (btw, WHY didn't I add that quote to my page??), so for me to hurt something that represents me makes sense. The only thing I don't understand is why Joy was paralyzed, besides the fact that I needed to protect her :/ But I'm still a bit confused about the end, at the end, when I was wiping her blood off my fingers, I heard (but didn't see) a guy say "Doesn't it hurt? Why do you treat it like it's only a game?" which is absolutely 100% true. I DO treat humans and they're disasters like they're games, and I'm not talking about little things that people freak out over, like getting dumbed or whatever, I'm talking about things like murders, plane crashes, things like that. Things that scare people. I don't take much of human's problems seriously. Why I do, I don't know. Who the guy was, I don't know, but I have an idea. An idea I am not ready to face yet. Anyway, I just think of these 3-5 big "tough" and "scary" guys getting they're butts kicked by my mom XD XD Like that's literally ALL she did in my dream, and they were soooooooooooo pathetic, like WTF dude, you guys are FIVE AGAINST ONE and yet you can't get your sh*t together enough to beat one disabled mom???? WTF??? Ugh, they are SUCH disgraces, I swear -_- But then again, they wouldn't of stood a chance anyway, so why even try? XD But Blake agreed to what I said about the whole what the girl represents and all that. But Idk, I guess it also kinda proved that while I WILL hurt someone, I'm at least a little humane? :/

It's nice but why did you show me?