Thread:Skyebreeze/@comment-70.64.217.36-20150530014350/@comment-5952365-20151218012638

Yeah! It was so weird! Yeah...

Nah nah, she's good, she's a homegirl, she's cool. Yeah but I have it a bit XD I also don't believe that apparently everyone you see in your dreams you've seen IRL, THAT'S A LIE!!!!!!!! You can not tell me the things I've seen in my dreams I've also seen in real life unless you're trying to accuse me of being a psychopath. Besides, after the dream of Sib I had last night, I had a dream-ish memory of my past. Basically the same thing I usually do, hiding, can't protect someone, etc, the usual, but this time it was Jace I was trying to protect, and I hid him in a closet, but there wasn't enough room for me so I got caught -3- Oh well, worth it. And I've also had a dream where I was kidnapped by this guy and woman I've never seen before, and I texted my friends, but they didn't believe me, including Blake, which would be really weird for him not to believe me, so I knew it was a dream when he didn't. But when I was younger, I used to be able to control my dreams, so I'd be getting chased, and then I'd freeze the guy chasing me, telepathically lift him and smash him into a brick wall 20 times, I used to be able to control my dreams and wake myself up if I didn't like it. I lost that, but I have gotten one thing back so far, I can rewind time by snapping my fingers, it's really helpful in the dreams I have, and that's usually how I escape things in my dreams. Sometimes I can still wake myself up, sometimes I can't, sometimes I can look through walls in my dreams again, too. I know I could take complete control again if I wanted, by since 2014 I felt so lost, but since Blake said "you're too rad to be sad", I can feel myself coming back, and again, I don't know why that helped so much but it did. And you know what sucks? When in dreams, when you're being chased, whatever it is that's chasing you can run as fast as it wants, BUT YOU CAN'T BLEEPING MOVE!!! I'll be running in slow motion, somehow trip and fall, and then crawl even slower!! >:( And I had this weird dream a week or so ago, where my mom, Joy, me, Blake, Jace, Mal Mal and their parents, we were all at this circus fair thing, and there were these guys shooting people and kidnapping them for a different circus in like China, and after they shot you they'd put a bunch of people on this U-Haul like truck and drive there!! So I saw them shooting people, tried to run to my mom, Joy, Blake and his family, to try to warn them, and I got shot -_- I wake up, and even tho none of us have ever met, we all knew each other, and I was like "tis okay, I'll get us out!" and everyone believed and trusted me! And in dreams, I usually don't feel pain, NOT IN THIS ONE!! Being shot with their stupid little dart in that dream and going unconscious from there weird little poison, WORST BLEEPING PAIN I'VE EVER FELT BESIDES CRAMPS!!! I'm not even kidding, I felt like my arm was cut off, went completely numb, but not without first doing that stupid pins and needles feeling you get when your foot falls asleep, and then it felt like being pulled underwater until you ran out of air and die when I went unconscious, it was TERRIBLE!! And you know what? Jace was there, he got put in the same truck as me, and everyone was so mean to him! They shot him like 2 or 3 times, for no reason!!! It bleeped me off -_- I was like "touch him ONE MORE time and I swear I'll rip your throat out" and then the guy left him alone, but I think the guy kinda knew he was outnumbered and he was just kinda like "I-I have a gun!!" but yeah, and there was this like 5 year old, who wouldn't stay still, and as funny as it was watching the guy have to keep coming back and put the kid back, I knew he was on the verge of just beating the kid until he couldn't move anymore, so I was like, "okay, sweetie, you have to stay still or he's going to hit you, and I'd rather not get his blood on this shirt, it's my fav, and I will kill him if he does hit you, so stay still, for my shirt" and he listened to me and there was this pretty girl, she was wearing a high jab or something like that, and she had the most gorgeous face I've ever seen, anyway, she was like "yeah, he looked really mad..." and then the guy comes back all bleeped off and looks like he's ready to kill the kid if he's moved again, and he sees the kid hasn't and is all shocked and somehow knew I made him stay still and was like "how did you do that?" and I said, I bleep you not, no lie, I said "because I know better then you and AM better then you" and he made this face "-________-" it was kinda funny XD So then Blake wakes up, and he starts freaking out and sends to me, and I'm like "it's okay, we're in the other truck, we're safe, don't worry. Only you, Jace and I got caught, everything's okay" and he finally chilled. Now, at the spot, everyone KNOWS the people at that circus are kidnapped, NO ONE BLEEPING CARES. And you know what? In dreams like that, I always for some stupid reason, I come here and tell you. And you know what you say? "That's nice, Ember" I swear you never bleeping believe me in those dreams! And I email Joy and she doesn't either! I didn't think of the police, but I did try to contact my mom, and I can't. In dreams like those, no one ever believes me, and I can't get my mom -_- So it was actually really comfy there, and we were allowed whatever we wanted, including internet, so I just gave up and was like "you'll watch my show tonight, right Skye?" and you're like "sure, Ember", so they had a ton of outfits, and I chose a blue one with a super cute skirt, and Blake a red one, and the guy who owned the whole thing, he let Blake, Jace and I be roommates, so it was all good, and Blake and I were supposed to do this neat dance together, which we were actually excited for, except we didn't have our own names, no, I bleep you not again, we weren't "Ember and Blake" oh no, no no no, we were called, and I remember specifically bcuz I thought it was lame but Blake liked it, we were called "the fire lovers" -_- -____________________________________________________- Yeeeeeeeeeeeah. Anyway, when I wasn't dancing with him, I was supposed to be a tightrope walker, which I was surprisingly good at. Not sure what Blake and Jace were. And again, everyone is bleeping rude to Jace for no reason! So in the cafeteria this guy pushed Jace for literally no reason, and Blake freaked the bleep out on him, I liked it XD But yeah, it was pretty interesting, actually, but plz believe me when I try to tell you these things in my dreams, m'kay? T3T